September poetry blog 2020

2 painted Dolls

I summoned them manifested them

Created them long ago from figments of the past

2 fragile painted dolls crafted from tears and laughter

Cloth glass porcelain and alabaster

Too young to analyse or even perceive

A bigger better picture than the one we had believed

Dire straits seeking shelter needing asylum

A secret escape taking sneaking stealing

A giving vacuum of a naive energy seeking a haven

To be forgotten to be forgiven

Outgrown repented prevented.

Man was ever an opportunist

I found you weak whilst I was strong

You took the things that did not belong

Two painted dolls now old and broken

Forgone forlorn now forsaken

The alabaster has cracked the paint has faded

Created from the past & now outdated

I summoned them again manifested them again,but realised that now they are backdated.

Illusion of a human

Enter your name identity title

Every illusion creates a million personas

Created to control created to console

Projecting mimicking mirroring

A man made ego to fit the cloth of your soul

Looking respectable to make life acceptable

To please the beholder

To capture the attention of the onlooker

Just another great big black hole in which to fall.

Attitude memories is our destiny pre-installed into our DNA?

A million times a million choices yet the end would always remain the same.

The girl next door

The girl next door she exists no more

Left behind in the past

A faded memoir through the looking glass

Following her dharma worried about her karma

Discovered a higher purpose

Getting by with a prayer and a smile

Star-crossed in parallels because now she is heaven blessed.

Who was the Night Stalker?

Im the devil hanging around the back doors

Watching you in silence near your fence,

Eyeing up your shoddy defence,

Im the prowler the nightmare stalker,

Lone wolf night walker,

Sliding around your patio doors

Prying on you when you walk and talk,

Ill be quietly casing up your place in the dark,

Ill be sneaking peeping peeking in,

Behind the windows and blinds,

Ill be Illegally trespassing then obsessing.

Wondering on how I can do you harm ,

Breaking in when you are in your bed.

Ill wake you up with my knife at your neck

Wake you from slumber pointing a gun to your head

Im a monster in a ski mask

A predator tying up your limbs

Ill leave you in limbo whispering threats

Cold shivers shakes and sweats

Ill be intruding imposing on you while you are in your own home

Bludgeoning abusing stealing controlling

Ill desecrate contaminate debilitate

Destroying everything that Ive left in my trail

Creating an atmosphere of repulsion and hate

Then ill be gone in the dark behind the white picket fence and gate

Living a life hidden in pretence just another cold case,
Yet I always manage to escape,

Who am I ? did you remember my face?

Im the Golden state killer, remember my name

One day ill meet my wicked fate.

This poem is dedicated to Michelle McNamara.

All poetry by mysticladyart copyrighted 16/09/2020

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